100 – day Picture Challenge

Nakita ko lang sa blog ni Ms. Maine..So I’m taking the challenge!..haha..Anong magagawa ko na- hook ako sa ALDUB..

Day 01 – A Picture of Yourself with 20 facts 

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  1. My name is Lorelie Nacaya Carzon
  2. I was born on November 17, 1984
  3. I am a Born Again CHRISTIAN!
  4. Yap!..as of writing I’m 31 years old (feeling teenager lang, NBSB)
  5. I’m a TEACHER by profession (licensed)
  6. Violet is my fave color..so I love everything violet (except bruises)
  7. I love to sing and listening to music
  8. I’m afraid of heights or the idea of falling (I hate hanging bridges)
  9. I don’t know how to swim (but I really want to learn how to, who would like to teach me?)
  10. I’m not comfortable speaking in front of bunch of people.
  11. I love writing (so good thing I’ve started my blog)
  12. I love reading books
  13. I’m not really a veggie person (but I’m trying)
  14. Keannu Reeves and Tom Cruise are my all – time Hollywood actor crushes
  15. I sometimes get emotional
  16. I am an ALDUB fan (di ba halata?)
  17. I’m a hopeless romantic
  18. I’m a pessimist (sometimes)
  19. I hate when I start liking someone because then I start expecting things out of them. (assuming, eh?)
  20.  I fall pretty hard.. so just don’t get my hopes up. See #8

Day 02 – A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

                                                             My soul sister, Elsa

Day 03 – A picture of the cast from your favorite show

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As  of the moment sila talaga ang gusto ko..ewan ko na-hook na ko sa kanila..haha

Day 04 – A picture of yourself and a family member

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With my brothers

Day 05 – A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most

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Day 06 – A picture of someone you do the craziest things with

Day 07 – A picture that makes you laugh

Day 08 – A picture of a treasured item

Day 09 – A picture of your favorite memory

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My first time to watch an international artists’ concert

Day 10 – A picture of something you hate

Day 11 – A picture of something you love

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Day 12 – A picture of your favorite band or artist

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Hillsong and Hillsong United

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Missing their songs…

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All – time favorite Pinoy band

Day 13 – A picture of a line from your favorite song

                                                     Oceans by Hillsong United

Day 14 – A picture of your favorite store

           Support your own!..tindahan ni nanay..nasa background nga lang..hehe..

 

Day 15 – A picture of someone who inspires you

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Of course my parents

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Day 17 – A picture of someone that has made a huge impact on your life recently

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From R to L: Sir Pat, my first mentor; Ptr. Danny my Pastorand mentor; Ptr. Joe and his wife Ptrs. Theresa, man and woman of faith

Day 18 – A picture of the sexiest woman alive

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Me!! (Meng’s voice)…haha..walang kokontra..

Day 19 – A picture of something you love to do.

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Playing guitar (feeling lang)

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Singing praises unto the Lord

Day 20 – A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel

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Santorini, Greece

Day 21 – A picture of someone you will never forget

 

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Tatay Garce, my grandfather…saka yun mga kwentuhan namin about life..

 Day 22 – A picture of something you never leave the house without

 

 

Day 23 – A picture of your favorite book

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My Bible..

Day 24 – A picture of something you miss doing

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Day 25 – A picture of you from last year

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Day 26 – A picture of something that means a lot to you

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My Family…

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Love and the people I love most, my Family

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                                                              Work and the people I work with

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Ministry and my friends

Day 27 – A picture a musical instrument you like to play

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A gift from my students on my 31st birthday (Nov.17, 2015)

Day 28 – A picture of your favorite place in the world

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                       Who wouldn’t want to stay on a bedroom like this?!..hay…

Day 29 – A picture that can always make you smile

                                                                     Positive vibes…

Day 30 – A picture of a quote you love

Madami akong gustong quote..pero sa ngayon sila ang nag-strike sa akin..(AlDub related pa rin)

Day 31 – A picture of food you made

Day 32 – A picture of your first hiking activity

                                                    Mt. Pico de Loro, 2008

Day 33 – A picture of somewhere you went today

Day 34 – A picture of your favorite summer activity

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Camping

Day 35 – A picture of your hometown

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Bayan ng magaganda at matatapang

Day 36 – A picture of a part of your body that you want to get tattooed

                                                      Wish ko lang…

Day 37 – A picture taken at school

 

Day 38 – A picture of your favorite drink

Day 39 – A picture of your favorite food

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                                            Sinigang na hipon is the best!…

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Seafoods except oysters

Day 40 – A picture of your morning ritual

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Morning Devotion

Day 41 – A picture of something you always wanted as a child

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A tree house

Day 42 – A picture of your childhood superhero

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Masked – Rider Black

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Bioman..and I am Yellow 4

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Fiveman..Yun magkakapatid na superheroes

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Shaider ang Pulis PAngkalawakan..Alexis and Annie

Day 43 – A picture of how people often describes you

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Angel?..haha..mabait daw kasi ako…pag tulog!

Day 44 – A picture that describes your life

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Deep…

Day 45 – A picture of your favorite cartoon character

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Day 46 – A picture of the anime show you got hooked as a kid

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Day 47 – A picture of your favorite animal

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Lovebirds..kaso hindi naman ako makapag – alaga..

Day 48 – A picture of you more than 8-10 years ago

                                               nene days..2nd year college

Day 49 – A picture of you striking a pose

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summer edition..hehe

Day 50 – A picture of yourself

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Feeling ko kasi ang ganda ganda ko dito eh (walang kokontra)

Day 51 – A picture of you wearing sunglasses

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Nung first time ko sa Baguio

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Nung nagka sore eyes ako

Day 52 – A picture of a perfect night

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Day 53 – A picture of you in a car

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Day 54 – A picture of you on your last vacation

                                                        Baguio again..haha

Day 55 – A picture of your childhood dream

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To be an astronaut..fascinated kasi ako sa outer space..

Day 56 – A picture of something you are afraid of

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Day 57 – A picture of you making a goofy face

                                                    Idol mo na din si Yaya Dub ha?!..

Day 58 – A picture of your make-up all done

Day 59 – A picture that was first on your facebook.

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My very first DP..Tohru Honda ng Fruit Basket

Day 60 – A picture of anime leading man you love most

Day 61 – A picture of anime show you wish to see again

Day 62 – A picture of you on a themed – park ride

                             Eto lang naman kasi ang kaya kong sakyan eh..

Day 63 – A picture of your celebrity crush

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Lee Min Ho and Alden Richards

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Day 64 – A picture of you at work

Day 65 – A picture of you at a park

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Day 67 – A picture of you doing something childish

Day 68 – A picture of your favorite war – themed movie

 

Day 69 – A picture of you that’s stolen

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During my Maid of Honor Speech/ Song dedication

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Eto talaga ang stolen..ang ganda ko pala pag nakatalikod..

Day 70 – A picture of a crazy night out

Day 71 – A picture of someone you don’t go a day without talking to

Day 72 – A picture of you on a zombie – mode

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Puyat pa more..eye bags pa more

Day 73 – A picture of your favorite Gospel – themed movie

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Day 76 – A picture of you drinking something

                      Sa Mcdo at Jollibee..baka magkaselosan pa yun dalawa eh..

Day 77 – A picture of you and friends making silly faces

Day 78 – A picture of you in the dark

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Day 79 – A picture of you in the water

Day 80 – A picture of you and someone you love being silly

Day 81 – A picture of you with a character

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Day 82 – A picture of someone you love asleep

Day 83 –  A picture of an ideal man

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I don’t know kung sino sya..Kwento ko nalang bakit sya ang nakalagay dito..later

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Day 85 – A picture of your favorite holiday

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Day 86 – A picture of someone who helps you with school

Day 87 – A picture of someone you grew up with

 

Day 88 – A picture of your dream car

                                            Purple na top down convertible

Day 89 – A picture of you at a hotel

 

Day 90 – A picture of you wearing your favorite color

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Day 91 – A picture of you and your friends playing a game

Day 92 – A picture of your dream house

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A beautiful glass house with a pool

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Yun bahay sa movie na “The Notebook”..tapos may pool sa likod

Day 93 – A picture of the talent you wish you have

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Day 94 – A picture of you and your friends eating

Day 95 – A picture of you on a plane

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Day 96 – A picture of your favorite movie

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Very uplifting movie…With God nothing is impossible!

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                                            Stars..Jamie and Landon..everything in it..

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                                                                                           Dreams don’t die..

Day 97 – A picture of something you no longer have

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My long rebonded hair..haha

Day 98 – A picture of you and your friends out somewhere

Day 99 – A picture of you at prom

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Actually this is during the Bridal shower for my best friend..wala kasi akong pic nung prom..pwede na din yan para din namang prom ang peg namin..no boys allowed nga lang..haha..

Day 100 – A picture of you smiling

 

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All – smile…

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Stalking Ms. Maine

50 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME

  1. I just cannot stand having dirty feet. Like I should always keep them clean.
  2. I love taking ugly pictures of myself. I don’t really care if people think I look stupid.. I am actually aware of that.
  3. I love spicy food.
  4. I stay in the bathroom, every night, for about an hour or two. I don’t know why but every time I get in, I always find it hard to leave. Weird, yep.
  5. Throwing up is one of the worst things ever. I seriously friggin hate it.
  6. Animated films? No thank you.
  7. I am the 1% of this world’s population that isn’t attracted to Channing Tatum and Taylor Lautner.
  8. I am an overly sarcastic person 99.9 percent of the time. Please do not take it personally.
  9. Certified as the worst joker ever
  10. I can eat street food (particularly isaw) everyday.
  11. Had a boyfriend once.
  12. I don’t drink and or smoke. Just kidding, I drink.. occasionally. But I don’t smoke.
  13. I am a culinary student but I am very very picky when it comes to food. Oh the irony.
  14. I am an introvert.
  15. I’ve had, I have, and I probably will keep on suffering from depression. It’s an illness, maybe?
  16. Whenever I’m not with my friends or the people I like getting along with, you will seldom see me smile.
  17. I laugh at my own jokes way too much all the time. It’s borderline retarded.
  18. I love the scariest rides at theme parks.
  19. I’m starting to love books!:) Romantic novels to be specific. The ones written by Nicholas Sparks to be more specific.
  20. I don’t drink milk. I cannot even remember the last time I had it. Maybe 10 years ago I don’t know?
  21. I really want to have a tattoo and get my navel pierced. But my mother’s going to get REALLY mad when she finds out so.. I won’t do it.
  22. I love stalking completely random people online.
  23. I love sour fruits.
  24. I can’t leave home without my phone, earphones and wristwatch.
  25. I don’t usually wear makeup on daily basis. I may look like a zombie but it’s okay, I think I really am.
  26. I used to love and collect high heels but not anymore. Because I’ve been wearing heels frequently for three years already at school and it’s awkwardly changing the shape of my feet through squashing my toes. And it’s ugly.
  27. I don’t really like vanilla and chocolate flavored ice cream.
  28. I love anything coffee-flavored.
  29. I get curious about the unusual things a lot. Ufo’s, stars, zombies, miracles, urban legends and stuff. I always do a research about them.
  30. I love Barbie dolls!
  31. I don’t hate anyone.. but I do strongly dislike some people. Tee hee!
  32. When I am in a bad mood I distance myself. Otherwise I’d say things I don’t mean causing an argument that wasn’t needed.
  33. I have a lot of regrets in life. I regret I didn’t pursue ballet. I didn’t take skating classes. Dancing classes. Music classes. Now I look at myself thinking I’m not good at anything.
  34. I’ve always wanted to do a song cover. I actually record myself singing sometimes but I don’t have the guts to upload them because I don’t want to embarrass myself that way.
  35. I am honestly the meanest person I know.
  36. I am a very frank person.
  37. I am always hyper at night. I dance, I sing whatever.
  38. I am fond of scaring myself. Like I always imagine freaky stuff.. I sometimes do that on purpose. #weirdo
  39. I have a restless legs syndrome. I always feel the need to move my legs and feet all the friggin time. It actually irritates my sister so much.
  40. I can’t smile without my teeth showing. It just doesn’t look good on me.
  41. I always suffer from (severe) dysmenorrhea during my time of the month. Agonizing pain all over my body, it actually makes me feel like I’m about to die, seriously.
  42. I cannot stand people who lack basic manners such as please and thank you. One of my biggest pet peeves.
  43. I want to be a model someday.
  44. I love Starbucks! (Chicken pesto sandwich and chocolate chip cream Frappuccino, the best!)
  45. I’m not a lovey like touchy type of person. Like I’m not that type of friend who is like “Oh my God let me give you a hug” “Oh my God I love you so much you’re my best friend.” I don’t say I love you to my friends, it is just so weird.
  46. Rings are my favorite piece of jewelry.
  47. I seldom finish my food. I always leave a spoonful of something on my plate. I don’t know why but I do it all the time.. unintentionally of course.
  48. I am a nice person until you piss me off.
  49. I am literally so weird. Like if you ever talk to me you’ll be like “Why am I talking to this girl?” I don’t know
  50. I could care less if you like me or not. 😉

Ako din….

..NOW I FELL WITH THE WRONG ONE. AGAIN.

I don’t want to keep these feelings bottled up inside me anymore, so I’m letting it all out once and for all.

I am in love with someone who once loved me but not anymore. I got attached to someone who wanted nothing to do with me. It’s been 8 months since we fell apart, and thinking about it still does make my heart sting. I was left hanging. But it didn’t matter, I didn’t stop loving him, up until now. I am still holding onto something that already slipped away. But I couldn’t put the blame on him, choosing to stay was my choice.

Something’s still up between us, I thought. I thought we were still loving each other behind close doors, but turns out, it was just me who keeps on loving all along. I tried to consider things from his point of view. I thought he needed time to think, so I gave him. I didn’t demand anything. He could take all the time he needs,
I will wait for him
; no matter how long it takes.
Anyway that’s what he wanted me to do, and I was okay with it. I can wait; I just need to know that he’s not going to wake up one day and feel differently. I don’t want any thing that I invested in him to go to waste.  So..

I need to know where I stand.” I told myself. I didn’t want to settle with I-will-know-it-eventually anymore so I didn’t miss on the opportunity to ask him if he still has feelings for me. I wasn’t prepared enough to ask the question so I was worried if I could handle the answer.

I still have feelings for you.. but... (Some text missing)” he said

Thank God it wasn’t a “No.” but it somehow felt like it. It sounded horrible, and hearing him say it felt really upsetting. I honestly didn’t see that coming, it got me speechless; I didn’t know how and what to respond. But still, I managed to keep the smile. Having to pretend it doesn’t hurt at all is what hurts the most.

I thought knowing the answer would make it easier for me to figure out my next action. But no, it got me confused even more. I, still, have no idea on what I should do. No, wait… Actually, I know EXACTLY what I SHOULD do. It’s just I don’t want to do it. I gave myself some more time to think. I was still (kind of!) convincing myself that he loves me– maybe he just got little confused when I asked the question, I don’t know. And that, undeniably, was one of the foolish things I’ve done to myself. How much pain do I still have to go through until giving up is okay?

All along I thought he needed time for himself. Until one day I found out he’s already into someone else. All signs point to yes, he (clearly) doesn’t like-slash-love-whatever me anymore. It felt like my heart had been stomped on. Getting your heart broken actually makes your heart physically hurt, that, I conclude.

There were things I wanted to tell him.. But I knew it would hurt him.. So I buried them, and let them hurt me. But I wish he knew; I wish he knew how I feel about him/us. We should have stopped pretending long time ago and simply just told each other how we really feel. By that, I could at least be clued in to what had gone wrong (/what changed his mind). But no, he refuses to tell a single thing about what he truly feels. I wanted to know the truth coming directly from his mouth, but he chose to remain silent.

I spent the whole night of December 28th thinking.. just thinking. I thought of conveying my thoughts on paper but hours have passed, I am still staring on a blank page. Until I realized I don’t want to waste time anymore; I am so tired of writing about the same thing over and over again. I am so tired of hoping and waiting for something that would not happen. I need to stop giving myself false hopes. I became conscious of the fact that it is already me who’s hurting myself. And I’ve been hurt enough to still hold on, and letting go is the only left option.

No matter how much I want to go back to how we used to or no matter how much I wish things between us to stay the same, it’s not going to happen. I’ve never loved anyone as much as I love him, and it hurts to think that ‘that love’ needs to come to an end. It hurts when something good ends, but I think it hurts even more to still cling to it, knowing it’s not there. I’ve had enough. And I think it’s safe to say that I’m following what my head tells me this time.

I’ll miss you, J. Take care.

CHOICE??!!

TWO

“I’ve come to believe that there are two reasons why people fall in love.

ONE: They meet their ideal person.

People have standards – expectations. They structure their “dream boy/girl” in their heads; and once they meet someone who fits the bill, they fall in love. Who doesn’t like having their expectations met? They painstakingly wait for that person. And after that person finds their way into their life, they realize, “it’s you. How perfect you are.”

This is how you fall in love normally

TWO: They get surprised.

People have “walls” and like having control over themselves; meaning that they are most likely not looking for love – they let it come to them. But one day, they meet someone. (Not necessarily for the first time. It could be someone they’ve known for a while and simply didn’t take notice him/her.) Said person does something – anything: sing, smile, make them laugh, a short walk together, etc. – and it hits them. It makes them doubt themselves, question certain things they stand for, making their “walls” crumble. They then ask, “Why do I care about you now?” The person might be the exact opposite of who they are – has values conflicting with theirs, follows a different conduct, and lives by a different system altogether. The person captures their heart in such an unusual way: by shattering who they once were, then renewing them. They are taken by surprise by someone out of their expectations. An interesting way to fall: complex and unexplainable, yet so simple.

This is how you fall in love beautifully.” 

Which one is yours?

TUMPAK…

THEY SAY SKY’S THE LIMIT. THEN HOW COME I CAN SEE STARS IN THE UNIVERSE?

Right after seeing that on tumblr I got really curious about stars so I did a small research about it. Looked for some facts lang on Google.

Until I found myself staring outside for minutes. I seriously looked out my window and just gaped at the sky, thinking why, exactly, do stars exist. (Maybe God thought they were really pretty!:) ) According to my research(naks!) If you tried to hitch a ride on the fastest spacecraft ever launched from Earth, it would still take you more than 70,000 years to get there from here. How come they’re million light-years away and yet they still look so beautiful? How come we can still see them shine even if they’re very far? (For you information, stars don’t twinkle. “Twinkling is not a property of the stars, but of Earth’s turbulent atmosphere. As the light from a star passes through the atmosphere, especially when the star appears near the horizon, it must pass through many layers of often rapidly differing density. Above the Earth’s atmosphere, stars do not twinkle.”) And also how come my friends knew about this and yet I don’t? How come their Natsci class covered about stars and mine did not? Puro savanna, animals, organisms ang natutunan ko sa Natsci! I want to know more about stars, who wouldn’t want anyway? They’re so interesting!! Things like this are worth learning for. Gusto ko tuloy maging astrologer, charot!

I want to spend some nights staring at the stars, lying on the grass, on the roof, down the beach or somewhere peaceful.. worrying about nothing. Ang saya saya ng gano’ng feeling, yung walang inaalala. Tranquil feeling. Much better sana kung with special someone. (A walk to remember just popped into my mind!)*sigh* I wish to find someone like Landon,

Someone who’ll do everything in my “Boyfriend bucket list”

Someone who’ll take every risk and effort just to be with me and just to make me happy

Someone who’ll love every bit of me

Someone who is afraid of losing me

Ad last (for this post) but not the least.. Someone who has the courage to ask my father before asking me out

Pero no, wala eh, wala pa sa ngayon.. guess I’m just gonna sit in a corner and cry until I found my own Landon Carter.

Galing no, nagshift yung topic from stars to Landon Carter. I just love everything about stars and A walk to remember, except the fact that stars don’t really twinkle. :(

TAMA..Ako gusto ko din ng flowers!!

“LOVE IS LIKE A FLOWER, YOU’VE GOT TO LET IT GROW.”

Our Philippine literature professor once told us about what kind of flowers people, particularly guys, should give their partners. Flowers are nice and beautiful which is why I suppose people give them to others, it gives good cheer and warm feeling to the recipient, but when you pick the flower, it dies.

Clearly, guys are used to buying bouquets for their loved ones as a gesture/symbol of appreciation, care or love. A set is ranging from 500-1000php, still depends on what kind of flowers you’re getting though.Receiving flowers is probably one of the best feelings for most girls, including me, a stem can surely and instantly bring smile to our faces. (but I’d rather get an artificial one. Since I’ve an actual fear of caterpillars. Which was actually Jake’s fault, he’s the reason why I start hating on authentic flowers. I tried to preserve the sunflower he gave me by putting it in a zip lock and placing it in my cabinet, few days later I found two caterpillars wriggling through my precious sunflower. I’ve decided to throw it away, masakit man sa puso, but I have to haha. Hindi ko na kering itago pa yun. I was actually kind of traumatized (lol), I dreamt of caterpillars for a week. As in yung tipong may caterpillars sa kama ko, sa cabinet ko..hinahaunt nila ko. WEIRD. Kaya everytime na makakahawak ako ng real flowers, mejo nappraning na ko..lol)

I’ve received two bouquets in my entire life, just two. One was during our prom (na preserve ko din for 3 years..damn three years)

and the other one, on ordinary day lang. I actually love randomly receiving something for no special occasion, ang cute kaya.

I also received a pot of ‘hindi-ko-alam-ang-pangalan-ng-bulaklak’ from the same guy. He knows I love yellow so much. No occasion din, gulat nalang ako he texted me to go out our house kasi may bibigay daw sya sakin. With matching mcdo pancakes pa yan, breakfast daw. Haha!

Going back, don’t you think a bouquet costs too much? Just for a bunch of flowers in a decorative wrap?

Why don’t you try giving your significant other something he/she can take care of, a potted flowerperhaps? Yung alive na alive pa, the gift that keeps giving. Since apparently, most people give it as a symbol of love. Mas dama kung ganon instead of bouquets, cause eventually those flowers will wilt and die.

Ganon din ba ang love nyo for them? Mawawala din soon? I bet not. (Unless you’re giving flowers for no reason at all.. as in AT ALL. Eh para ka palang tanga.) You don’t just simply give someone something kasi a.) wala lang b.) gusto mo lang c.) may maibigay lang. Think about the symbolism there. You can also give them dogs, kung may budget ka, or a stuffed animal. But a simple potted flower will do. Simple nga lang! Basta something na naalagaan, hindi yung ilalagay lang sa vase tapos iddispose din after two weeks..

Oh to those guys who are used to spending their money on an attractively arranged bunch of flowers, time to change your tactics. Go for something more meaningful. Mas bet yung ganon trust me. Just give her something that can last for a long time. Sabi nga ni pareng John Lennon..

“Love is like a flower, you’ve got to let it grow.” ❤

PS: Kung matigas ang ulo mo, at gusto mo talagang magbigay ng bouquet. Give her roses, but buy a synthetic rose and mix it with the real ones. Then attach a note saying “I will stop loving you when the last rose dies.” oh diba kahit corny yan, sure kilig si girl! Haha :)

 

 

Oo nga?

DO SOULMATES EXIST?

The popular notion of a soulmate meaning one person with whom you are destined to share your life.

Do they exist?
Do you believe in them?

I’m starting to believe it doesn’t. Which sucks, cause I used to believe that they do really exist. I’ve always thought about my soulmate; who is he, what’s his name, how does he look like; his eyes, his nose, his lips, his face. Mostly, I question God, have I already met him? Or do I already know him, or does he know me.

Sometimes, when people are in love, they tend to tell their selves that they have already met the one for them. But often times they’re wrong. Sometimes we idealize people/relationships and convince ourselves that we are in love, soul mates, whatever. But there are instances where something so remarkable happens that’ll make you realize that you are wrong. That what you have been thinking all along was wrong. You were wrong. You were wrong about this certain person. Then you tell yourself “maybe he/she’s not yet the one for me.” Then another person will come into your life, you fall in love, same thing happens, same line; “maybe he/she’s not yet the one for me.” And so on.. You think it’s magical and easy, but no. It’s tricky, because you don’t choose who you fall in love with (it is called falling in love for a reason) also, you don’t know who you are going to end up with. You don’t know anything about the future. Things change, as well as people and feelings. You may be happy and in love today, but you may also find yourself crying tomorrow.

Cause in reality; people fall in love quickly because they’re not thinking and seeing what is truly there.. truly. At some point some will say, certain people have changed. But the truth is, you just know/see who they really are. If you choose to stick with that person, care for them, be happy with them and still accept them for who they are no matter what happens (and vice versa) then that is love. Naks. And that’s what really matters.

Anyhow, the existence of “soul mates” is more a matter of belief. 😉 not everyone believes in it. But I do, I just don’t believe that there is only 1 though, but there are not millions either. There are probably a limited number of people whom you will “click” with on a soul level, people who are psychologically, socially, and sexually in sync, people with whom you share a deep emotional, spiritual connection but.. fortunately we end up with just one. In other words, you can love many times and ways, but there will be one, not like any other.

Personally, I believe that God has a specific person for us to marry and to spend the rest of our lives with. But then in the back of my mind, I think you can also learn to love anyone you know and be happy with them for the rest of your life IF you continue to work on your relationship with them.

This whole soulmate thing is confusing, maybe because I haven’t found mine yet. But one thing for sure;true love exists. Yun nalang. True love and soulmates go hand in hand, I must say. The one who will be with you no matter what until the day you die is your true love and your soulmate. Not all people are lucky enough to find theirs though. It’s rare but it’s precious and indeed a very very very beautiful thing.

EMOTIONS?!…

It’s not my own writing..I just read it in someone else’s blog. It’s just that I feel I can relate to what she’s feeling….

Happiness is self achievable– that is a fact. But I was never truly happy with my life. Don’t get me wrong, I am blessed for having such a comfortable lifestyle unlike others. But I feel like there is something I need but cannot obtain. I feel like there is something missing in me; at times, I feel totally empty. I have been needing love, attention, happiness and compassion my whole life. I cannot seem to understand why I am feeling this way.. I feel like there is too much sadness inside me and I cannot freely let go of it. I want to entirely open myself up to someone to be able to release whatever kind of heartache I’ve been holding on for so long. I have tried; I have tried to free myself from the sorrow that has always been in me but for some reason, it won’t seem to go away. I might me lucky/”blessed” for getting the things that I want, but I’m quite unfortunate when it comes to the things that I need.

It’s funny and amazing how things have turned in a span of months. A lot of things have changed in my life. This piece I have written five months ago made me think how “miserable” I thought my life was back then. And thinking about it at this time, I realized that my life is not as “miserable” as I thought it was. With all the good things that is happening to me right now, I’ve noticed how I began to shrug off the bad and the sad things that used to dampen my spirit most of the time. It’s nice when things change in a good way; I’d say I am very lucky to be experiencing such great joy compared before– and I could’t be thankful enough.

I was actually thinking… “What if none of these ever happened?” What if I am still the same old low-spirited girl? What if I am still dealing with constant desolation? How many more sad compositions would I write to realize that there are so many things in this world to be happy about? It’s nice that I am finally experiencing happiness and contentment now– I am so blessed with everything that’s coming my way and I seriously could not ask for more– but one thing for sure, I will never forget how often I wallow in self-pity and how sad I was before.

P.S. Stay happy, self.

Credits to Ms. Maine Mendoza, the owner of these words…

Paasa!

Hay naku..tuwang tuwa na ako dahil may internet na sa bahay..kaso may tumawag, informing na baka ma-deactivate daw yun connection ko dahil may kailangan pa akong i – settle na old accounts..my gosh..ayun na eh..happy happy na eh..tapos biglang….hmmp PAASA talaga kayo…

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